Sorry I disappeared so abruptly. My quit didn't go as intended and I'm tired of playing on that rollercoaster. I didnt think I was worthy to be here especially when I couldn't even get a good start. :-( It truly warms my heart that so many of you care about me but it breaks my heart because I didn't know I would cause such an effect on you guys! Today I bought a vapor (I know but I'm desperate) and haven't had a smoke since lunch I'm trying again! I'm sure alot of you are in bed now but I'm going to need some encouragement in the morning to keep going!