I had one Sunday evening and got through today smoke free. I wasn't going to blog until I had a few more days but I must be honest with myself and you all. I've started reading psalms and meditating on God's word and praying for His deliverance from this addiction. I can't do this by myself. I'm tired of having to write these blogs. It's getting old and exhausting. It's time to shut that door and cry out when I need to. I'm opening a children's bible study and praise dance ministry in my church and there is absolutely no way I'm going to do that knowing I'm not living it to the best of my ability. I just can't rear these children up knowing I'm still smoking and doing things that's unlike God! That would make me a hypocrite! So here's to my last day 2! I've prayed in faith and believe that I am free even now!