Good morning!

Blog Post created by MePlus3 on Apr 3, 2017

Yes day 3 smoke free! This has not been a big battle like it was at first because now I have NOPE made up in my mind and heart. Yes, ole nico try to challenge it with small urges here and there but that door is closed so he's just knocking it's up to me to answer and I know not to even go there. I have a lot of business to handle today with getting in school but I'm so glad I won't have to look over my shoulder worried about whose smelling me! As a nonsmoker I know how a smoker smell now and when my mom and I would be out and smell it I would be surprised like whoa was I really that strong? I'm so glad to be clean and free from the crutch as my friend Marilyn says stacking my wonderful days of freedom! I still worry about stressful and upsetting or angry situations. I'm not good at coping or problem solving and my therapist basically have me finding answers for myself like what am I paying you for? I told her that last time if you're going to ask me the questions I'm asking you we'll get nowhere because I don't freaking know that's why I'm here! I got so mad in there but that's a different story for a different blog. I don't ever want to lose my freedom again after how hard it was to get it back. Have a great Monday!