Feeling the failure again :-( the time it took to scrap up change for "just one" I could've been yelling for help! I know that NOW but why not before? These are things I ask myself now that its too late. I wont quit quitting. I missed my freedom now I'm battling this thing all over again. Im trying when I'd rather be doing. I read I think it was dale's blog that trying has no real commitment (or something like that) at that point I realized I need to stop trying and start doing. So I guess tomorrow at 1pm I'll have 24hrs or should I just start tomorrow day 1? I forgot how that work here. Please bare with me. I know I can do it I did 170 days before. Im not understanding why its harder this time around but this is something I plan to conquer no matter what!
Now for the good news, after all the blood, sweat, and tears class start april 26! Monday I should be expecting a call to pick up my acceptance letter to take to the place to get the payment assistance. I wont run out of time afterall and I'll be able to start with no worries! (Hopefully nothing comes up)