Well today will be day 1!! After finishing the regretful relapse pack im not buying anymore. I will deal with my pain with prayer and love from my children and ex family! I already know the ropes so no need for preparation im jumping back on the "freedom train" with excitement in my heart. I really hate that I relapsed but hey it happened and its a new day so im focusing on today and the rest thereafter. Thank you guys for welcoming me back. Its now 2am where I am and for some reason I can't sleep but its ok I know I have alot on my mind and alot going on whatever it takes for my body to adjust to these changes in life im with it long as it doesn't involve something that'll hurt me like smoking. Well see y'all in the morning!!