How are you guys! I really miss being here and regret my slacking up. Alot has been going on in which I should've came here with instead of going to the store. It hurt more when I know better and dont do better. Im thankful for this site because of it I can never go back to sickerettes without stopping. I know I may be rambling and probably making no sense at all right now but I dont know where to start or what to say just that I blew a close to 200 day quit if not 200 and that I cant blame anyone but myself. My bf broke up with me I was so distraught and couldn't calm down for anything. I know I couldve tried harder to protect my quit but I didnt. Good news is I am setting a quit date for smoking and for the misery Ive been putting myself through behind this breakup. April 1st I will not smoke another sickerette (hopefully before) I won't cry another tear, miss another meal, nor lose another night's sleep. He broke my heart and I broke my own heart when I smoked. I know now that wasnt the answer.