day four flop

Blog Post created by McCarron on Apr 5, 2019

I messed up good today. The mental obsession was unbelievable. I couldn't think of anything else. I just caved in to it and bought a pack. I have smoked all of them of course. Usually when I relapsed in the past, I would hide it until I was sick of hiding then I would smoke for a year or more before I would try to quit again.

Not this time!!! Tomorrow is my new quit date. I forgive myself for failing to start my day with a pledge to not smoke.

Tomorrow is a brand new day . I can choose to not smoke and get with what's important. Today I put everyone's needs before my own. Tomorrow will be better.  Glad you people are here.