Twelve days since I’ve officially quit, (again).
The crave doesn’t seem to get any easier, it gets harder if anything.
I try to keep my motivators in mind but it’s still difficult.
I’ve always lived inside my head but now it feels like a fight.
I don’t really think about smoking cigarettes when I am at home, but for some reason when I’m at work it’s triggered, and it can’t be because of the work because the crave is triggered before I even come in, then lasts until I get home and I’m in the shower.
I need to try, harder than anything I’ve ever tried to do before. I’ve got to get over this for my family, and I don’t plan on having these cravings for life, as everyone says they do.
