The rain and wind held off last night until after the trick or treating it was wonderful going out with Mandy and Mason for a couple hours last night I actually slept half decent, it's been pouring all night with gusty winds and still is but I still have power, I've been thinking alot about my smoking days or maybe I should say smoking years 40 years to be precise I used to think that smoking calmed my nerves when I was stressed I know now that is pure bullcrap 
I can handle stress so much easier now that I'm not chainsmoking with a cloud of smoke surrounding me and I don't need a smoke because I'm happy or sad or angry I don't need a reward cigarette for a job well done none of us need to Smoke because thankfully quitting smoking is DOABLE and it's also the gift of LIFE because our lives literally depends on us to kick the nicotine poison to the curb permanently it's not easy by any stretch of the imagination in those early days and weeks BUT it's absolutely Doable and totally worth it once you get to that good place in your quit where you realize how much better life is without the damned Cancer Sticks.There's nothing but positives when it comes to quitting smoking and nothing BUT heartache and negatives to smoking because smoking kills quitting smoking is a gift to ourselves so we can enjoy the little things in life that's actually the the big things in LIFE.....
