Sticking with N.O.P.E and vigilance can be EXtremely difficult at times especially in the throes of the horrendous cravings and moodswings and lack of sleep BUT you can and will make it through those horrid rough patches BUT you must make the choice to stick with your precious quit journey N.M.W - No Matter What, I remember only too well how difficult it can be BUT thankfully as long as you're willing determined and totally committed to succeed then you can and will be successful and boy oh boy it's so worth it to be Free..... We're all here to help you in any way we can ......