You can't fiddle with addiction.
When I first practiced quitting ( because I was not really sure I wanted to or even could quit...) I had that 'Spare' hidden away where ,if all else failed....Ha...it was never enough...it seduced me and ALWAYS ruined my quit.
........Now ~one puff would be too much.
Not playing the games anymore with addiction. Not playing hide and seek anymore
You either wanna play truth or dare with Nicotine Addiction or you don't. Simple choice to make but work and commitment to put forth.
Because in the end......
One will never be enough and will always be too much.
(Not One Puff Ever)