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Don't know what to call it.....

Mandolinrain
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It's been a beautiful day, yet here I am feeling melancholy. Storm is gone. Got my garden in this after noon. Have been on a writing spree as of late. I get that way sometimes,....it how I allow my emotions resonate. I have had my Mother in law on my heart most the afternoon, missing her so. Little things reminding me, making me think I need to call her only to remember, I can't. Like a Mother to me ,she was. I felt honored to have her as my Mother in law for 40 years.

So heres tonights thoughts as I listen to Don Henley sing " Theres a hole in the world tonight"( By the Eagles). Yes...there is.....but now there's a beautiful addition on Heaven.  Still....I miss her.

Where then your mood follows an

Undesired gloom 

Forsought ~ 

I dream

Anticipating

Beautiful blooms

Being wary of the path 

I choose

In case it challenges

Me unaware

And drives me out of stay

Stranded- doomed

Somewhere…

In a land left forsaken

Idle ~seemingly

Without care

Feels much like immortal destitute,

Residing there 

Should I bequeath

A simple thought

If only my

Want 

Could desire it so

So it is this….

I allow hope

For the morrows 

New day

And with this

I am okay

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Smoking is not an option for me. I no longer have a wishbone to quit smoking...I developed a backbone and I quit. When you're sick and tired of being sick and tired, you will quit smoking too.