Maki

An addict , always an addict

Blog Post created by Maki on Aug 3, 2020

This last year has been the hardest year stress wise on me than my whole entire life . You just hit that breaking point when you are burnt out , when you really truly have lost hope .....

but .....

        you get a good strong quit going and smoking isn't the go to anymore 

                            it isn't the solution ...

                                    and you know it in your heart .... 

                                               what you are feeling will pass no matter what ... 

                  

   There are just so many things going on for me right now that sometimes I feel like I can't even breathe , but my lungs are  clean , they are strong , my heart , I hope is as strong cause my hope is weak . This day will pass but I pray to My higher power as I know Him for clarity , for strength , for direction , for He can do do much more to calm the storm than a cigarette . He can move this mountain . He can calm the water . 

 

Thanks for letting me share , it's a tough one today , my plate is full with things that are in my control and things not in my control. I believe in honesty and I believe support can make us stronger , I believe in being  open and not hiding emotions that eat at ya and cause yountomdo things like smoke . I am an addict who is always an addict but I don't smoke...

                                                        I'm stressed but I'm free !

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