First Smokemare.  Scary

Blog Post created by MDR_BDel on Aug 13, 2019

Last night I had a dream that I went out partying with friends and said "screw it" and had a few cigarettes.  After the first one I was crying about losing my quit and then decided since it is already lost might as well have a few more.  


Then I woke up.  THANK GOD it was a dream.  Was incredibly happy when I realized it didn't really happen.  Wow how real it felt in my dream though.  Scary.  Hopefully they are few and far between.  I remember them from my last quit of 2-years and didn't happen very often but they happened. 


17 DOF.