I want to win by quitting this time. My entire life has been flipped upside down with the sudden loss of my father two months ago. On top of what 2020 has brought to my family already, my 14 year old is now struggling with vaping and peer pressure. With all that I have been through in my life, I would think I would be strong enough to break ties to the smoker/non-smoker in me. It’s the one addiction I can’t seem to cut the cord on. I am one tough woman who has been through hell and back but the smoker has always remained with me. This time my kid is really watching, he’s waiting on my move. It’s no longer if I will quit. This time I MUST QUIT!