White Knuckles

[Just_me_trying]

I had a Plan A (medication) and had accepted moving on to Plan B (cold turkey due to medication side effects), But now, tonight, on the verge of Becoming an Ex, I'm nervous.

My forever 'frenemy' is being cut out by choice. I'm not leaving for any other reason other than that I choose to leave. I choose to find a path to better health. In all honesty the unknown is what I fear. How will I deal with (name any stress causing event) if I can't walk away and draw in . . . ? WAIT!  - I can walk away and draw in a deep breath ~ without smoke or nicotine this time. 

Who. Will. I. Be. Without. YOU?  I suppose I'll always be just me. ~