Day one again. I only no I am going to not smoke at this moment. Family member says I don't want to hear it. How many times have you said this and go right back to smoking. Maybe 100 times. I said I don't need to hear this. So you think the one person that gave birth to you would be supportive. I read and read stuff. I can comment moment to moment and not look beyond that. I am in a battle against cigarettes. I have to arm myself for the battle. At this moment I am winning the battle. Right here right now in this moment. That's all I got.