Slipped

[Julie1960]

I have 4 months smoke free.  Well I am reading my 14 year old grandson again. He is out of control losts of things are going on.  Well I couldn't take it so I smoked took couple puffs threw it out the window. Did it again couple puffs out the window.  Have not touched another one.  But I have been thinking about it A lot.  I am having to fight the cravings like hell. Confession is good.  I am not going to beat myself up.  It happened I just have to make sure it doesn't again.  Plus I have been a basket case over the corona virus.  Anxiety .  Well thank you for letting me vent