It has been 51 days and I am not smoking. Haven't been able to get on here much. My mother has phenmoa and was on ventalator for few days didn't look good for a while but she is off ventilator and in a room. Has to go to rehab. When they said she may not make it I damn sure wanted a cigarette. But I didn't do it. I have been stressed and scared upset but I thank God for giving me the strength to get through this with no smoking.