Today has been hell

Blog Post created by Julie1960 on Jan 14, 2020

First off my Aunt died and then my uncle her husband had to go to Er.  Then I went to the flea market my mother.  The owner of the flea market ask me for a cigarette.  I said I don't smoke and have no had one in almost 13 days.  The devil was at work.  I felt a lot of emotion.  Like how dare you ask me if I have a cigarette.  Then when I said I don't smoke I felt like a lier. Because I guess I really haven't told myself that I'm not a smoker. But I did not smoke Thur any of this.  I am proud of myself.