What the hell???

[Jono28]

17 days quit. Thought I saw light at the end of a very long tunnel the past 2 days. Although still difficult things seemed less difficult. Entire minutes went by where I didn't struggle to get a deep breath or think about the fact that I'm not smoking.

Then today. Damn it I know it's not suppose to be easy but closing in on 3 weeks and feeling like it's day one again all over? I'm so dejected and tired and depressed and sick of it. Not gonna smoke, I don't do that anymore. 

But I am so over this feeling and knowing it's going to be another 16 hour day of tight chested misery...

Hoping everyone else is having a better time of it than me.