365 Days

[Jerica_82]

It honestly feels like the year has gone by much faster than I thought it would.  It also seems like it was a lifetime ago when I smoked my last cigarette.  And it was an entirely different life.  The shame and anxiety, having to hide and try to cover up my tracks no longer keeps me from enjoying life.  I'll continue to work on ME though.  Overcoming this addiction was HUGE for me and I've convinced myself that I can probably get through anything at this point.  For the first time in my life I've got a gym membership and I'm hoping to start using it tomorrow to begin undoing the 30 lb weight gain (ugh.) This year I'm going to focus on feeling better and being healthy.   I'm so grateful that I can say "I'm so proud of myself" lol.  It took a while to get to this point.  1 year of finding myself again. No turning back.