Preparing for my quit

[JJOlive]

I feel excited and scared and ashamed all at once. Excited to finally beat this, scared I am too weak as a human and will fail. I'm ashamed I'm still smoking and haven't been able to quit yet. I am ready to feel good about myself, not embarrassed by my actions. I expect to have a feeling of accomplishment. I have never actually planned for a quit before, I would just get disgusted and throw them away. This feels different, like a real plan with a community. Onward we go!