Almost One Month

Blog Post created by Iamkfaz on Jun 30, 2017

Hello Everyone,


I have been off line for awhile.  I have been feeling a bit of sadness lately and needed to stop thinking about smoking all together.  I am still an ex-smoker, it will be one month on Monday.  I am very proud of that.  Some of you know I have been having issues with my voice since I quit smoking.  This is still going on.  I have seen my regular doctor who can not figure out what is going on and has referred me to an Ears, Nose and Throat Doctor.  I have that appointment later today. 


I have been waiting for this appointment for almost two weeks now.  There have some difficult thoughts going through my head.  The internet has not helped and I should not have researched my symptoms.  During my reading prior to my quit day I remember something about 'quitting before something bad happens as a result of smoking'.  Today I fear I did not quit soon enough.  I have not talked about this with anyone other this blog post.  There is a part of me that is hoping everything is fine and I'm just over reacting, there is a bigger part of me that feels I do have some kind of a problem as result of smoking. 


I am asking for your advice and thoughts and prayers this afternoon. 


Thank you for giving me space to vent something I have not been able to talk about.