After I posted my first blog I found there were replies almost instantly and the responses were amazing. I wanted to say how grateful I feel this morning. I woke up to find many more caring and supportive notes that leave me feeling stronger and not so alone in this struggle. The links of information about addiction are a real eye opener. I hope to check in with you daily and maybe assist others in this community during this journey. It is a cold day here in N.H with a temp of 17 degrees, but the sun is shining and I'm going out for a brisk walk instead of that first smoke. Day one here I go!!