I am so excited. I used to smoke! It feels so good to say I use to do that. I decided 81 days ago to live. I did not get her by myself. God has been guiding me every step of the way. He led me to this community which has been such an inspiration. Wow, who would have thought just typing my feelings and thought to people I don’t personally know would make me feel so good. School is put an i now can workout . Yes, I have gained 10 lbs. I was confused but my Doctor’s said it’s not the cravings I am attempting to satisfy it is because the food tastes so good. She is correct!!! Wow, everything is delicious!!! Got to start working out tomorrow because I have to have my thyroid removed but that’s okay too because God for it. Thank you to everyone who also gave support. No Man’s Land is no joke!!! I will be back visiting and posting more! See ya tomorrow!