I haven't made it to my quit day yet but it amazes me all the things I am learning about myself as I prepare for it. Today I figured out that I can pull a smile out on just about every negative thought that I have about it. I have always known that I have a horrible temper and that I am quick to anger but today I started thinking about what I would do when I started "wall crawling" which made my mind turn to "hey I'm crawling the walls, Look mom I am learning to be spiderman! I almost laughed out loud thinking about it... I think if I can let my goofy side surface when the demon side rears its ugly tentacles to ensnare me maybe I can fend it off. Just my thought for the day. I wouldn't even be thinking about quitting if I hadn't found this site so thank you all for being you!
