I’m just going to say it. This morning sucks. I woke up this morning and all I wanted is a cigarette. As soon as my eyes opened. I wanted to fill my lungs with that sweet smoke for some reason I think it will make me breathe easier and take all of my stress away. Now, trust me I know that it’s not true I do know that. I had a great smoke free weekend and I am not going to screw that up. I just needed to vent, to get it out there, and out of my head. So I can continue on my day. Smoke free since June 2nd. I know it’s not a lot of smokeless days but it’s a start and I honestly didn’t think I could make it this far without throwing in the towel. Done with the vent and back to reality here we go Monday. Facing life face forward and not hiding behind a cloud of smoke!