This morning sucks!

Blog Post created by Dljungb on Jun 8, 2020

I’m just going to say it. This morning sucks.  I woke up this morning and all I wanted is a cigarette.  As soon as my eyes opened. I wanted to fill my lungs with that sweet smoke for some reason I think it will make me breathe easier and take all of my stress away.  Now, trust me I know that it’s not true I do know that.  I had a great smoke free weekend and I am not going to screw that up.  I just needed to vent, to get it out there, and out of my head.  So I can continue on my day.   Smoke free since June 2nd.   I know it’s not a lot of smokeless days but it’s a start and I honestly didn’t think I could make it this far without throwing in the towel.  Done with the vent  and back to reality here we go Monday.  Facing life face forward and not hiding behind a cloud of smoke!