So I lied, yup been trying to quit smoking for some time now. I have hid it from my loved ones and have not been honest about it. Today is another attempt. No cigarette. Also not to mention my 5 year old asked me to stop. Even compared smoking to thumb sucking. My 5 year olds response was daddy it was the hardest thing to stop and you have to tell your body no! So here I am reaching out to at least vent and say hey let’s do this. Tired of being the disappointment. Lots of guilt on this.