Work had been very demanding lately; many hours, into the night, and a lot of stress with it.
Also, one of my puppies is declining, I might have told you in Nov 2016 she was diagnosed and operated on a melanoma on her palate. We were given 6 months back then, and here we are today, 15 months later, still together.
But the changes in her behavior are not a good sign, we have a Vet appointment tomorrow, hopefully I'll know more.
She does not seem to be in pain yet, but what do I know, she can't tell me 
I'd lie to say smoking did not come to my mind lately, more than once. But I know it won't help the pain I have deep inside me at the thought of losing her. Meanwhile I am crying much like I did at the beginning of my quit.
You will know why I won't be here too often, but I will come back and give you updates once I know more, and work will calm down a little.
Much love, this is my Nucka
