Today marks my 53 day smoke free. I don't have the desire to smoke any longer,but I definitely have had a hard 7 days. I find myself at the oddest time wanting a cigarette. I mean really wanting a cigarette, to the point of "hell with it, I'd rather smoke and enjoy it than feel so post off", I know it will pass and I know I don't want to smoke,but dang that Freddie urge is sneaky. I tell myself that in 80days it should not seem so bad, and that something I did for close to 40years will not be gone in 50days. The aggravation and craziness will pass and my happiness will grow. Just had to blog my feeling's. Thanks