Dark Clouds

Blog Post created by Christophina on Jun 27, 2017

Day 38

Everything is getting very dark and my list of negative stuff is getting longer.

I can nip a smoking thought in the bud, but I can't stop crying.

I have learnt that a smoke or a nicotine chew doesn't stop the dark descending or things falling apart.

I have mowed the lawn, been to a dance exercise class, had my granddaughter to stay for the weekend.

I am doing all the right things, yet I am still suffering over my suffering.

I want to want to do stuff instead of forcing myself.

I hope this is the blackest day. I got an appointment with the Doctor tomorrow just in case it's not.

Feeble smile.