Hi, the last week or so I've been feeling really depressed and down on myself. Then yesterday I talked to our Marilyn on the phone. She perked me up and I woke up to a better day, beginning with getting on and keeping on.
All I can say, is when you are down on yourself it doesn't help to beat yourself up further. I continue to do the best I can do, each day. I don't know where this is going, but I thank god for true friends, and the ability to get up and function each day. Spring is a tough time for me, the changing of seasons, and Brian isn't here. I do look forward to warmer days and sitting out on the deck and doing some social distancing visiting. I know smoking isn't and hasn't helped me any.
i keep foraging ahead. Trying when there is almost no will left. I won't give up hope tho, it's all up to me!!