Hi my friends. I was supposed to be going to Florida to meet up with two widow girlfriends. We were going to be the three musketeers, and hang out at the pool, and go out for dinner and shopping, and just generally chilling out together. Would have been the first time I've met them. I met them online many years ago, they both stopped smoking. One for 15 years the other has 4 years now!! Trouble is I have an aneurysm in my brain, and if it ruptures and I go to see my American friends my health insurance won't cover me. So rather than gamble that way, I'm staying here until this matter is resolved. So I'm looking forward to Halloween and all the little trick or treaters too! I've also got money to spend on the kids for Christmas. I'm just hoping to make my 65th Birthday in March, cause you see I'm only 40 years old in my head. lol. But if I go, it would be sudden I hope!! But by God I'm a fighter, and I don't give up, not even on the quit even tho, I've had great difficulty with it. So now I'm going to enjoy Halloween and Christmas and just keep working to be free of nicotine. I've had so much anxieties about going away when not well, and now I'm not, so I'm relieved!!
I go for blood tests next week, and a CT angiogram November 7th and then I'll know more about what's expected.
Keeping quit today, and going to my sister's tonight for dinner. Many blessings to all of you, my friends, It's all good, you can either be positive or negative. I'm positive that God wants me around to be a ripe old 80 years old!!
By the way please say a prayer for the Californians who are having their houses ravaged by fire. My daughter is there and grandson and son-in-law. They will be without power again for 3 days. Dale, are you ok where you are?
xoxo everyone, Chrissy as usual. by the way Larry thanks for guiding the way for all of us!!
