I've found out that I can only take it one craving at a time. Not one hour, or a day, but babystepping my way here today. My quit coach from Smoker's Help Line called me today and she said I've made a lot of progress.
I have been enjoying my new fur baby Ruby, and she's a lovely cat!! It's no longer me alone to face the world.
I am still waiting on results of my lung CT scan. I would just like to know what's happening, but as they say no news is good news. Thank you God for showing me the way, and all of you who have shared your stories of courage and wisdom with me. You all give me strength!! xoxo