It's not my smokes, I am grateful to say. I had a hair stylist appointment today, and i think I like the cut and colour.
Hadn't been there since last February, so I think I deserved the treat. I came home, ordinarily it would be a date night with Brian and he would give me the critique on my hair and then he would take me out for dinner. I came home to an empty house today, but all was okay,
because he is where he needs to be, and so am I. I did not miss lighting up and swallowing my feelings and dignity.
Tomorrow smoker's help line will call, and I'll be able to say I did NOT buy cigarettes. It's all a series of firsts,without him, and my smokes. and my biggest reason now to stay smoke free is it stinks!! I don't want to stink anymore. I am working on day 7 today.
I actually want this to work now.
