Feeling so down today. I think I may be feeling sorry for myself. Just picked up my prescriptions and they cost me $269.00 for 3 of them. Put my hip out yesterday, and in bad pain today and I am itchy all over my body. I feel so alone right now. I know smoking will just make me feel worse. What is it about inhaling toxic chemicals that I liked anyway???? N.O.P.E. I think I need an attitude adjustment, I have so much to be grateful for. Ok, time to get another cup of coffee and water and go sit outside. Thanks for letting me vent.