Hi to all my Ex family! I am doing ok, here, am feeling a bit squirrely here today. I realize I haven't been taking very good care of myself in a long time. I finally went to the doctor today and have a severe eye infection that is affecting my vision. He prescribed a strong ointment for me, and I also picked up a wet/dry mask. It is immpertive to take care of this and my quit. I will have to follow up with a specialist. June 1st I start my 6th month without Brian and I am doing a lot better with that. It still comes in waves, but not as often, just like the quit. I had an opportunity to go to my sister and brother-in-law's cottage this last weekend and was totally smoke free and I didn't crave either. I haven't been here much because I was busy planting my garden and pots, and I love the flowers!! Somehow I will get through the day without smoking, today it seems to be bothering me a lot. I will get out my quit kit.