Sometimes I get scared, what if I will never get my forever quit? I relapsed on Friday. Was in no man's land, and feeling very depressed that day. I just couldn't get it off my mind (smoking) I walked for some and got a pack.
My worst nightmare. I blew a perfectly good quit, when I should have blogged and asked for help.
I have reset my quit day and today I am quit. It wasn't worth the one, or the package that followed.
I have shaken off the depression and the ugly cry I had after that cleansed my soul not the cigs.
I have to hold it together, I have to.