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Running Scared

Christine13
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I'm not smoking or drinking, but please say prayers or send good vibes for my husband Brian.  Scared I'm going to loose him tonight.  He's really exhausted, sleeping all night and day.  His blood is supposed to be ok at 86, but I will take him in for a transfusion tomorrow if I'm able.  They will only give him one unit of blood.  So not ready to loose him.  My daughter is coming over tonight to see us, and may stay the weekend with me.  I will take him by ambulance again, tonight if things don't turn around.  Prayers for strength please.  My brother-in-law is going to drive us tomorrow morning.  That will help me.  I've never seen him so doing so badly.

Thanks,

Love you all.

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I'm a widow now, my husband passed away January 1, 2018 He died of COPD, and pre leukemia and the flu. He quit smoking 15 years ago which gave him extra time. I am a mother, and grandmother. I have smoked for 47 years. I am going to have my forever quit and I'm doing it for me and my two daughters so I can live longer and be with them. I like to read, swim, garden, crochet, paint and doodle. I also enjoy walking and visiting with friends and family. I am 100% making this my last quit. I have been in denial about what smoking has done to me and my kids. I must make a new life for myself and it doesn't include cigarettes. I may already have COPD, but have not been officially diagnosed.