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Another quit

Christine13
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Hi I've been unable to blog except from my phone and it doesn't always work.  Just letting you all know I reset my quit date may 26th two days ago. Unlike Sharon I know where I went wrong.  I was stressed and I chose to smoke over it.  I had a car accident a little ways back and I did not smoke in spite of being shook up.  The daily stress for me is brians health but aside from him slowly dying what does me smoking or not smoking have to do with that?  What are my choices?  Smoke until he passes or do it now while I can and spend every minute I can sharing our time together?  There is only one choice for me I have to start taking care of myself too, and caring about what will be the outcome if I continue to smoke.  I am working on day 3 today.  I'm glad for shawns blog the other day.  Everyone here has helped me so much.  I welcome any kind of input here.  I am waiting for a good tongue lashing.  I am on the right path again and I won't give up!  I have lots of support to make this a reality.  Cigarettes just can't be my go to anymore.  It won't change anything here the sooner I realize that the better off I'll be.  Glad I fessed up and am back on track.  I've tried to change my quit date but it doesn't show yet.

sorry I let myself and everyone else down 

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I'm a widow now, my husband passed away January 1, 2018 He died of COPD, and pre leukemia and the flu. He quit smoking 15 years ago which gave him extra time. I am a mother, and grandmother. I have smoked for 47 years. I am going to have my forever quit and I'm doing it for me and my two daughters so I can live longer and be with them. I like to read, swim, garden, crochet, paint and doodle. I also enjoy walking and visiting with friends and family. I am 100% making this my last quit. I have been in denial about what smoking has done to me and my kids. I must make a new life for myself and it doesn't include cigarettes. I may already have COPD, but have not been officially diagnosed.