I failed

[Cameree]

I have to say today  I relapsed.   I was all alone watching tv and that voice kept telling me just take two puffs and then stop.  Well I did just that and now I feel as tho I've failed.  But I know  I have to pick myself back up. That's voice kept telling me God will forgive you.  And I let  That voice control me. What did I do I feel so bad I was  Doing great.  But I didn't have anything else to do with myself. I need help