Didn't plan on blogging. But then saw I've made it to.................
90 DAYS!!! THREE MONTHS!!!
No-one is more surprised than I am.
I know I'm quiet, lurking a bit, reading everything, commenting here and there but I feel anti-social so just keeping it all to myself. Freedom Park seems very far away. But I'm not tempted or craving - just "leave me alone" sort of thing.
This silence is not because I want to quit my quit, I'm just in a bad mood which feels permanent but the knowledge and support I read about here supports me too, even though I don't want to chat back. I still swat away the smoky thoughts - they last literally 4 seconds.
Newbies take heart. The elders and a lot of others all speak the truth when they say it gets better. It really, really gets better after 2 weeks. Follow the program, blog and use your quit kits...and...breathe.