Bree19

Day 11 - so bad

Blog Post created by Bree19 on Mar 9, 2017

I don't know why.  I survived the moods, tantrums, cravings of the first three days.  After that my quit kit came in handy for the 2-3  minute craves many times a day.  Today however, stuck in my head, not a craving as such...just a thought.  A strong thought.  Breathing, straw, chewing gum, water, walking...the thought is just stuck there.  "You can just taste it to make sure it's disgusting".  Is that my addict talking?  B!&%*h!  Where did she suddenly come from?  I was expecting her in NML?

 

Then, just to top it off, we watched a movie (The Intervention) where, I think, every character smoked.  I could smell each one I saw!  I should have switched it off, it really wasn't anything great...but I watched every cigarette.  

 

I still haven't smoked today.  Was going to try to stay awake till 3am to chat to you folks but I think better to take this nagging voice to bed and sleep her away.   Sorry folks.  Won't be meeting you this time, sadly.  Please blog tomorrow about all we're missing?

Bree

Outcomes