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Day 11 - so bad

Posted by Bree19 Mar 9, 2017

I don't know why.  I survived the moods, tantrums, cravings of the first three days.  After that my quit kit came in handy for the 2-3  minute craves many times a day.  Today however, stuck in my head, not a craving as such...just a thought.  A strong thought.  Breathing, straw, chewing gum, water, walking...the thought is just stuck there.  "You can just taste it to make sure it's disgusting".  Is that my addict talking?  B!&%*h!  Where did she suddenly come from?  I was expecting her in NML?

 

Then, just to top it off, we watched a movie (The Intervention) where, I think, every character smoked.  I could smell each one I saw!  I should have switched it off, it really wasn't anything great...but I watched every cigarette.  

 

I still haven't smoked today.  Was going to try to stay awake till 3am to chat to you folks but I think better to take this nagging voice to bed and sleep her away.   Sorry folks.  Won't be meeting you this time, sadly.  Please blog tomorrow about all we're missing?

Bree

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Such an achievement!

Posted by Bree19 Mar 9, 2017

Hi Giulia

Congratulations!!!

I can't imagine myself that far into the future (says she trying to get past day 11, intact) but it's totally amazing to me and awe-inspiring and almost like a challenge to all of us newbies.   ELEVEN YEARS!!! Oh wow!!!  Well done and please know you are an inspiration to us all and a constant guide and teacher.  Even the tough love you can dish out, is valuable to us.

Love

Bree

Ps.  I see I'm a week or so late.