There will always be those hard days and times

Blog Post created by BonnieBee.quit.2.8.15 on Feb 24, 2018

This week has been a difficult one for me because my friend's sister passed away unexpectedly at just 53 years old . She had the flu went to the ER was sent home with Tamiflu and died a few hours later after she laid down for a nap . But when my friend called the coroner ( This happened miles away from where we live ) The coroner said he did a toxicology test because he had found an empty bottle of oxycodones next to her bed.  My friend loves  her sister dearly and this has been so hard on her .

On top of that her family treats her terrible !

I am trying to be  supportive but to tell you the truth I am getting the brunt of her anger about the entire situation and I have to admit in the last few days I have thought of smoking more then once even after 3 years of smoke free living !  

I believe I will make it through this trying time because I have all of you to come to and vent my frustration ! I know smoking definitely will not change the situation one iota ! It would make me feel worse and I would be so angry with myself !

Thanks for being here my Ex'ers ! Sorry I have not been here much lately but so glad Ex is always here whenever I need help !