How can this be ?

Blog Post created by BonnieBee.quit.2.8.15 on May 3, 2017

Day 815 and I have been having thoughts ....too many thoughts of smoking  and they feel almost like the craves of old !  I even found myself checking out the e-cigarettes  in the convenience store yesterday hoping they had one with 0 nicotine of coarse they didn't and I walked away...... I really hate to write about it or even admit it  to you my Ex friends !  

I am just wondering why after 2 years + I am feeling like this.  I am very proud of my quit and I don't want to smoke but sometimes I miss  the puffing when I am stressed out . I do not miss anything else about it though !  

I do not feel like I will quit on my quit and the crave is definitely not like the beginning it is just a stronger then usual desire  to smoke .  

I decided to blog about it to bring it into the Light !