Day 815 and I have been having thoughts ....too many thoughts of smoking and they feel almost like the craves of old ! I even found myself checking out the e-cigarettes in the convenience store yesterday hoping they had one with 0 nicotine of coarse they didn't and I walked away...... I really hate to write about it or even admit it to you my Ex friends !
I am just wondering why after 2 years + I am feeling like this. I am very proud of my quit and I don't want to smoke but sometimes I miss the puffing when I am stressed out . I do not miss anything else about it though !
I do not feel like I will quit on my quit and the crave is definitely not like the beginning it is just a stronger then usual desire to smoke .
I decided to blog about it to bring it into the Light !