This is it!!!

[Baymmlee]

Today was the official start to hopefully a successful new beginning.  I’m almost 40 and have been smoking since I was 17.  I’ve been preparing all week and actually ran out a day ago and before that just a few a day from my normal 15 times.  That’s 15 times I wasn’t spending with my two amazing daughters or wife.  I look forward to this journey but wonder if this is going to be like the last time I tried.  I feel different this time before I told myself you shouldn’t smoke but didn’t want to quit.  This time I WANT TO STOP!!  I want so much to feel free and to stop thinking when and how I will have my next smoke.  Day 1 success!!  I know it’s just one day but it still feels good