Five weeks nicotine-free yesterday. I find I'm now looking for opportunities to cheat. Not so much "seeking them out" as it is identifying them.
Yesterday, I drove my car for the first time since this whole craziness started and was proud of myself for not stopping at my local gas station to buy a pack. But tomorrow my husband and I start a 4-day cross-country move. It'll be very easy to cheat once that's finished, but I have to remember that the reason I quit smoking is the same reason I'm moving ... to be a part of my granddaughter's life.
I have to remember that I want to be there for her.