I decided yesterday that today was the day for my quit to begin. I knew it had to come soon and I believe I'm ready. Am I nervous? Of course. But I've had a semi-successful 19-month quit about 20 years ago, but this one's different. My previous quit was all about self-image. This one is for my family. It's a long, sordid story but suffice it to say that if I want to be a part of my granddaughter's life, I need this quit to stick. And I want to be a part of her life ... in as many ways as possible.